Where Do I Start
Let's start with a follow up on B. My husband just realized 2 days later that he was in the "doghouse" so to speak. The man rarely cooks, last night I came home to a nice dinner prepared by him. Followed by him taken care of clean up duty. I guess he realized that he needs to get out of the doghouse.
I was bitching about how he has PMS and I knew my period was coming. Which it did. So, really I guess my patience have been somewhat short this week and I might have took some of B's comments to me out of line. Which is quite the norm for me if I am battling PMS.
So, just got off the phone with my mother and we were discussing the shared risk. Well, that's the last of the IVF conversations with her. She doesn't think it's a very good idea. Which I then stated, "Mother you don't understand the feelings of being childless?" She told me she does. Okay, how does she understand when she has 2 children? She freaking can't. Yes, she may understand my pain of being childless but as far as her actually experiencing it she can't. I think she thinks I'm crazy. She doesn't understand....
I love her but I will no longer discuss my IF with her. I cut her out of the loop with my last cycle so it looks like she's back out. I know where she stands on the situation so I'll let it rest.
Can someone please invent a money tree? Pretty please? That way I could water it and pluck the money from the tree for a cycle.
My mother did make one good point which I've stated in my confused state of not knowing where to proceed.
Kim, you'll know what do in time.
Well, time is ticking and I'll still stumped.
I was bitching about how he has PMS and I knew my period was coming. Which it did. So, really I guess my patience have been somewhat short this week and I might have took some of B's comments to me out of line. Which is quite the norm for me if I am battling PMS.
So, just got off the phone with my mother and we were discussing the shared risk. Well, that's the last of the IVF conversations with her. She doesn't think it's a very good idea. Which I then stated, "Mother you don't understand the feelings of being childless?" She told me she does. Okay, how does she understand when she has 2 children? She freaking can't. Yes, she may understand my pain of being childless but as far as her actually experiencing it she can't. I think she thinks I'm crazy. She doesn't understand....
I love her but I will no longer discuss my IF with her. I cut her out of the loop with my last cycle so it looks like she's back out. I know where she stands on the situation so I'll let it rest.
Can someone please invent a money tree? Pretty please? That way I could water it and pluck the money from the tree for a cycle.
My mother did make one good point which I've stated in my confused state of not knowing where to proceed.
Kim, you'll know what do in time.
Well, time is ticking and I'll still stumped.
posted by Kimmer at 9:18 AM
2 Comments:
You know if I had a money tree, I'd give you part of it. I'm right there with ya, chica.
I'm sorry about the situation with your mom. You're right, though. If you haven't been through it yourself, there's just no way you can possibly understand.
Yup, I know what it is to cut Mom out - kinda sucks - so sorry my friend.
And yeah - the only way it's going to come to you is if you go out and get it unfortunately.
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